“How I Brainwashed the Man I Loved Into Becoming the Closeted Faggot He Always Was”

Because sometimes, when love gets twisted, you do what needs to be done…

He spends hours lost in trans porn, his desires so twisted now that his cock only responds to the grotesque parody of men disguised as women, dicks hidden beneath their skirts. The sheer absurdity of what he finds appealing fuels the contempt boiling inside me. By now, it’s not even anger — it’s disdain so profound that the thought of smothering him in his sleep feels more like mercy than malice. But for now, I need him functional. He’s nothing more than the dirt beneath my shoes, the pathetic cog keeping the lights on in this place.

One night, I lean in close and start to whisper, my voice soft and deliberate. “Peter, are you awake?”

A moment of stillness, then his reply, low and uncertain. “I’m awake.”

I’m still in love with him, you know. After all these years, I can’t help but feel it — oddly enough, even as I sit here, writing this story now.

As I share the story of how I rewired a straight man’s mind, bending his desires until he craved the touch of another man. I will always love Peter, even though it’s been half a decade since we were last together.

Here’s my attempt to piece it all together, so you can finally understand why I did what I did.

The room was quiet, save for the soft rustle of sheets as Doc leaned over him, her body warm and inviting against his. Her breath danced across his neck, and her lips brushed his ear as she whispered — each word deliberate, dripping with seduction. Her long legs wrapped around him, her hands moving slowly, teasingly, as if she were unraveling him thread by thread.

“You want this, don’t you?” she murmured, her voice low and hypnotic. Her hand stroked him in time with her words, each touch blurring the lines between reality and the fantasies she was weaving in his mind. “At night, when you’re lying in bed, you think of me. You think about how I wrap myself around you, just like this.”

He groaned softly, unable to resist the pull of her voice. It wasn’t just the way she touched him; it was the way she spoke to him, each word burrowing deeper into his thoughts, planting images, desires, cravings. Her nails lightly scraped along his chest as her lips lingered against his skin.

“And then,” she continued, her tone taking on a darker, more tantalizing edge, “you imagine how I bend you to my will. How I guide you, one step at a time, to wanting something… more.” She pressed her hips against his, her body a slow, deliberate rhythm that mirrored the cadence of her words.

His head tilted back as her whispers became impossible to ignore. “More?” he managed to mutter, his voice thick with arousal and confusion.

“Yes,” she breathed, her lips brushing his ear, her tongue flicking gently along its edge. “I show you how much you need it. I show you what it feels like to surrender… to me, and to another. A man.”

His eyes widened, but she didn’t stop. Her hand tightened, stroking him with more purpose now, her legs pulling him closer as her words wrapped around his mind like silk.

“At first, you’re hesitant,” she whispered, her voice a steady, hypnotic pulse. “But I’m there, guiding you. Showing you how good it feels to let go, to let another man take control. To feel him dominate you, while I watch… and crave you even more because of it.”

He shivered, the vivid images her words painted taking root in his mind. He didn’t know whether it was the power of her voice, the way her body moved against his, or the relentless, unyielding pressure of her touch — but it didn’t matter. He was falling deeper into her web, his thoughts no longer his own.

“You see it now, don’t you?” she murmured, her voice soft yet commanding. “You feel it. The hunger, the ache, the need for it all. For me. For him. For the moment when you give yourself completely.”

His body trembled under her, and she smiled — a knowing, wicked smile — as she pressed her lips to his, sealing her control.

Do you remember what I said to you?

Take a deep breath and feel the weight of your body pressing against the surface beneath you, you can begin to relax deeply now. That’s right, just let everything else fade away, and allow yourself to focus on the sound of my voice — each word guiding you, shaping you, helping you discover new parts of yourself. Because it’s so natural, isn’t it, to let go and allow what you already desire to rise to the surface?

And as you listen, you might notice how certain sensations grow stronger. Maybe it’s a warmth spreading through your body or the soft hum of excitement that begins deep inside and grows more and more undeniable. You might find yourself thinking, or perhaps imagining, how wonderful it feels to follow… to follow what feels good, what feels right, what feels so natural to you.

And as you sink even deeper now, you might start to notice how easy it becomes to picture yourself doing exactly what pleases me. Because you love pleasing me, don’t you? You love knowing that when I send a man your way, you can take him in, embrace him, become the man I know you are meant to be — the man who takes what is given and craves even more.

And you can imagine that now, can’t you? Picture it so vividly. A man, standing before you, his body hard, his cock throbbing, and you… eager to please him, to suck him, to take him in completely. That image is so clear, isn’t it? So vivid, so real, and as you see yourself doing it, you can feel how good it is to know this is your purpose.

And you know what happens next, don’t you? Because it’s so natural to crave more, to want to feel even deeper pleasure, to take his cock, to feel him filling you. And as you let that image become stronger, as you feel yourself taking him deeper, submitting fully, you realize something else. This isn’t just for you.

No, this is for me. This is about pleasing me, serving me, devoting yourself to me. And you can see yourself doing exactly that — fucking him, sucking him, taking him — because it’s what I want, and nothing feels better than knowing you’re giving me everything.

And now, as you imagine that, you can also picture the moment when you come back to me, your lips, your tongue, your mouth eager to taste me, to worship me. And while you’re there, while you’re on your knees, devouring me, you can feel it, can’t you? The cock inside you, filling you, thrusting into you, just like I’ve always known you wanted.

Because this is who you are. And every time you think of this, every time you feel that deep, undeniable craving, you’ll know it’s because you’re mine. You’re here to take them, to please them, to serve me in every way I desire.

So just let that sink in now. Let it take root in the deepest parts of you. Because the more you think about it, the more you crave it, and the more you crave it, the more you’ll do exactly as I say. And it feels so good to know, doesn’t it? That this is your role, your purpose, your deepest pleasure.

And as you return to me, again and again, fulfilling my every wish, taking every man I send your way, you’ll always know that the greatest pleasure comes when you’re serving me, pleasuring me, giving yourself completely.

And when you open your eyes, you’ll find yourself ready. Ready to take them. Ready to serve. Ready to obey. Because this is who you are now, and nothing has ever felt so good.

And you know, it’s so interesting, isn’t it? Because deep down, you already know how much you love me. That love grows stronger every moment, doesn’t it? So when you roll back over in bed, when you kiss me softly, when you suck on my nipples, when you play with my clit… and look at me the way you do — that look that says you can’t help but want me, crave me, need me — you can feel it all deepening, can’t you?

And as I curl into you, stroking you, wanting you to listen carefully now, you can notice how these words weave their way deeper and deeper into your thoughts. Because sometimes, the love you have for a woman goes far beyond the barriers you’ve built in your mind. Those barriers are fading now, aren’t they?

And as you listen, you can feel how much you love watching me smile. You can see it now, so clearly, how much you love feeling me against you, in love with you, wanting you, needing you. And as that thought settles in, as it takes root inside you, you realize it’s true — you are the only one for me. Only you. Always you.

And that love, that connection, that deep, undeniable craving for me becomes stronger every time you hear these words, every time you feel my body pressed against yours, every time you think of how much I need you. Because I am yours, and you are mine, and nothing feels better than that, does it?

And as you let these words sink in now, as they become a part of you, you’ll notice how every touch, every kiss, every moment with me only amplifies that desire, that love, that connection. Because this is who we are. Together. Only us. Always us.

And I know, deep down, you really like sucking cock, don’t you? You do. You love it, and you know you do. Taking cock, feeling it, giving in to that desire — it’s not just something you want, it’s who you are. This is what we do, isn’t it? This is what you do.

And as you listen now, those feelings are already stirring in you, aren’t they? That deep, undeniable craving that grows stronger with every breath, every thought, every word I speak. And maybe you’ve noticed that the more you think about it, the more you want it. Or maybe you’ve noticed that the more you try not to think about it, the stronger the craving becomes.

Because here’s the thing: you can try to resist it, but resisting only makes the desire stronger, doesn’t it? Or you can embrace it fully, letting it take over, letting it guide you to where you already want to be. Either way, you’re moving closer to it, aren’t you? Closer to giving in. Closer to letting go.

So, really, the choice is yours: You can fight it and feel it grow stronger, or you can surrender and let it feel amazing.Either way, you’re going to do exactly what you truly want to do. And it feels so good to know, doesn’t it? That this is what we do. This is what you do. This is who you are.

Doc